I don’t know who I use to be. I don’t know who I am now. I don’t even know who I want to be. I just don’t know anymore. I can’t even vent it out because I really don’t know what to say. My heart is so full of worry for everything. I’m tired of everything.
You feel the pain I feel & I don’t want you to. I don’t need you to. I want you to be happy. Why couldn’t you just leave me alone? Seeing you cry & knowing that i’m the reason why makes me feel even worse. I wish I never told you anything. I wish you never asked. I wish I never opened up. I wish you just stayed away from me & let me fix my own problem. It’s my life. I know you care. I need to know I can get through things on my own. You can’t ALWAYS be there for me. I need to know that i’m strong enough. I don’t want to push you away, but I don’t want you to hurt either. The worst part is I never know what to say to make you feel better. </3
cherish every moment you’re breathing. Just stop and appreciate everything you have. Sure, life is a struggle for everyone, but how you strong you stand is what makes you. No matter what you’re going through, just stop for a moment & thank God for today. You are breathing right now, that’s what matters. Go live your life to the fullest& enjoy the little things.<3
When people are so caught up in themselves, they lose who they once were. They forget who they were and turn into a person they never wanted to be. But they don’t see it, because in their eyes - they didn’t change, they turned everything for the better.
I wish everything would just be perfect for once. Just once. So I can just have a good feeling. I’m tired of being miserable and wanting to break down for no apparent reason. I’m tired of people treating me like SHIT and expecting me to be nice to them in return. I’m tired of all this stress and everyone just makes it worse. I wish I could wake up in the morning with a smile on my face rather than wanting to just fall back asleep for the rest of my life. I WANT TO BE HAPPY